hurting… part 2

Matagal n yun, eh… matagal n matagal n… pero bakit gnun p din ang nararamdaman kung sakit….

July din nun… muli tayong nagkita… nung una, na-ilang ako… pero, nawala din yung pakiramdam n yun.. we started talking, updating each other of what had happen to both of us for the past years n hindi tayo nagkita… warm feeling starts to embrace me.. na-isip ko, gnun k din kaya?… but i was wrong.. i was assuming so much…  You handed a white envelope… tumalon ang puso ko, napangiti ako… sa isip ko, naalala mo ang birthday ko… but i was wrong.. it was your wedding invitation… the time suddenly stop… and for a while my heart stop beating to… i fake a smile and said congratulation…  said, i really have to go… it was nice meeting you again and whisper, i still love you…

Pagtalikod ko, tears start falling from my eyes… hindi ko alam, di ko mapigil… why do we have to meet again?… 

Matagal n yun… pero kpag na-aalala ko, naiiyak p rin ako… july kasi yun… birthday nya.. birthday ko… at higit sa lahat…. mahal ko p rin sya, hanggang ngayon….