I’ll Never Forget the LOVE that I shared with YOU…

I’ll Never Forget the LOVE that I shared with YOU

I know that someday I’ll get used to the fact that we’re not together anymore.

And that maybe we won’t be… ever again.

Time will tell.

In the meantime, though, you may be away from my arms, but you will never be

     far from my heart.

I know the love will never leave.

There are too many memories; there were so many precious moments and

      wonderful times to ever try to forget…

And I just want you to know that I will remember, for the rest of my days,

       how you helped me find some happiness and some truths and how you

       opened some beautiful doors.

I’ll never forget how good it was to share a part of my life with yours.

hurting… part 2

Matagal n yun, eh… matagal n matagal n… pero bakit gnun p din ang nararamdaman kung sakit….

July din nun… muli tayong nagkita… nung una, na-ilang ako… pero, nawala din yung pakiramdam n yun.. we started talking, updating each other of what had happen to both of us for the past years n hindi tayo nagkita… warm feeling starts to embrace me.. na-isip ko, gnun k din kaya?… but i was wrong.. i was assuming so much…  You handed a white envelope… tumalon ang puso ko, napangiti ako… sa isip ko, naalala mo ang birthday ko… but i was wrong.. it was your wedding invitation… the time suddenly stop… and for a while my heart stop beating to… i fake a smile and said congratulation…  said, i really have to go… it was nice meeting you again and whisper, i still love you…

Pagtalikod ko, tears start falling from my eyes… hindi ko alam, di ko mapigil… why do we have to meet again?… 

Matagal n yun… pero kpag na-aalala ko, naiiyak p rin ako… july kasi yun… birthday nya.. birthday ko… at higit sa lahat…. mahal ko p rin sya, hanggang ngayon…. 

hurting….

CROSSROADS……………

There are times in our life that the past keeps on knocking at our front door… and even though how hard we try to take no notice of it… the knocking keeps on getting louder and louder… until such a time that we can no longer ignore it…

Just a few weeks ago… His name just pop out from nowhere… and the “what-if” questions suddenly flashes in front of me… What if I asked him to stay? What if I just hold on to his promises? What if I gave him the second chance his asking?  Probably, I will be the one beside him… I will be the one caressing him… and I will be the one loving him for the rest of our life…

But as the saying goes, “nasa huli ang pagsisisi..”

 
CROSSROADS……………

  
Sometimes,when I look back and think of all the “could-have-beens” in my life,

I often wonder…………….

DID I MISS A ROAD SIGN?

AM I ON THE RIGHT TRACK?

CROSSROADS………

They happen all the time saying goodbye to some, choosing only one.

Letting go,holding on…….settling for now…but facing what must come…

Yes, in life we all reach a crossroad sometimes.

We make painful decisions and take some risks as we pursue our dreams.

But one should not stay at the CROSSROADS too long.

For even the birds have to leave their nests sometimes and learn how to fly.

Life’s road is long and rough, and there are stretches when one has to go it all alone.

And should you meet the cross at the road, be consoled.

Yes, more often than not, the road less traveled will surely bring you home.

Face the light and the shadow falls behind you. Turn your back and the shadow stays in front of you.

Indeed, the truth hurts, but it will surely set you free. The bitter pangs of parting will give birth to

another moment called………..GROWING………..

So grow on…until it’s time for you to move on……….and face the crossroads again, knowing that…..

GOD LOVES YOU

Be strong at the crossroads; Embrace the CROSS and the ROAD.

The Lord is at the cross,at the road, at all your CROSSROADS. 

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

Nice poem, noh!  narinig ko yang poem n yan sa “In her shoes” n movie ni cameron diaz…  This was the poem i email to my friends nung dumating yung time n umalis ako…. Just want to share it.. n-mi-miss ko kasi sila…

can i HUG you?

Monday, July 13, 2009 at 3:12PM (New Jersey, USA)

Birthday p lang nya ngayon…. want to call him and tell him this question… if only i could be there in just a blink of an eye… ginawa ko n sana.. just to give him my big and warm hug for his birthday….

Iba kasi talaga yung feeling ng embrace, eh… for me, embrace always makes me safe… parang everything will always be alright…

Kaya my warm and big “spiritual” hug is my gift to him… to let him feel that i am always here and that i will never learn to forget him… 

Mid-Year

July is a special month for me… 

First reason, kasi kalahati n nman ng taon… ang bilis talaga ng araw… bukas lang.. PASKO n nman…

Second reason, birth month ko kasi i2, eh… birth month din ng friendship kong c “aileen” & “tess”… birth month din ni “apalepex”    at birth month din ng kuya ko, pati n rin ng pinsan ko… ang daming may birthday… yehey…

Nag-sign n pala ako ng contract dun sa bago kong work… nung June 30….